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Sunday, March 22, 2015

Heaven and Hell - a sermon, March 22, 2015

“Heaven and Hell”
Rev. Alison Longstaff, March 22, 2015
Bath Church of the New Jerusalem
Morning Has Broken; God Is Love, Let Heaven Adore Him; Lord, Look Down From Heaven
Psalm 139:1-12, Luke 17: 20-21; HS 8153

After I began this sermon, I quickly realized I had material for many, many sermons.  There are so many possible points of exploration when it comes to talking about heaven and hell; I could not possibly discuss them all in one short (or even long-ish) sermon.  I found myself sectioning off paragraph after paragraph and setting them aside for other sermons so as to keep this one from being too long.  Stay tuned for “Heaven and Hell, Part(s) Two,” (and “Three,” and “Four….”).

This morning we are going to explore the following three questions relating to heaven and hell:
  1. What are heaven and hell like? (Harps, wings, and clouds vs. a lake of fire?)
  2. Where, or rather, when are they? (Happening right now, or coming sometime in the future?)
  3. Who is responsible regarding where we end up?

First out of the gate, I must mention that Emanuel Swedenborg wrote an entire book on Heaven and Hell.  Heaven and Hell is far and away one of his easier books to read.  He wrote in Latin in the 1700s, and even in translation, he is one of the least “sound-bite accessible” authors I know.  A class on how to use Twitter could have transformed his accessibility to today’s audience!  Nevertheless it is a fascinating read, and will certainly change how you explore this topic.

1. Meanwhile, today we ask, what are heaven and hell like?

We've probably all seen the Philadelphia Cream Cheese commercial with the winged angel (eating cream cheese) on the clouds. She’s perky and cute, and just lacks a harp and blond hair to capture the perfect stereotype of an angel in heaven. 

Hmm.  Heaven will be sitting on a cloud, playing a harp?  Really?  I ask you, do you think a brilliantly wise, loving, and all powerful God would make our eternal existence break down to that?  (Can I at least keep my cell phone?)

We have also all probably seen images of the burning fires of hell, especially in jokes.  In one joke there are several Canadians revelling in all the glorious heat (after all their ice and snow and cold. “Mainers” could easily be substituted for “Canadians” in that part of the joke).  The devil keeps turning the heat up, frustrated because the Canadians aren’t suffering enough. Everyone else is moaning and wailing all the louder. But the Canadians just unzip their parkas and grin, enjoying it even more.  Finally, the devil decides to turn the heat right off and turn up the freezer instead, thinking that making it really cold is the way to make the Canadians suffer. There are icicles hanging from the icicles and frost even on the devil’s eyelashes when he comes to see how badly the Canadians are suffering. Instead he finds them jumping up and down with joy.  “Bring on the beer!” they shout. He stares at them in bewilderment. “Hell has frozen over!  That means the Maple Leafs must have won the Stanley Cup!” 

(You might have to be Canadian to truly appreciate that joke.)

In any case, we see the stereotypes.  Heaven is all clouds and wings and smiles; hell is endless suffering, usually in a lake of burning fire.

If you believe what Swedenborg says, heaven will be a lot like earth, except without corruption, greed, stress, or lack, and with a lot of amazing beauty and magic that we cannot imagine now.  Our days will be filled with learning and doing useful activities that we love with people that we love. 
There will be art, music, plays, and time to travel for rest and recreation, because we will still have rhythms of work and play there.  But the point will be providing service to all others from our gifts and talents, doing what we are best at and truly enjoy.  We will LOVE it, and love each other, and truly understand that the God of love created us exactly to participate in this wide reality of joyful, enriching human service and interrelationship.  And our capacity for joy and wisdom and service will simply grow each day forever.

Hell, Swedenborg tells us, is the eternal suffering that comes from wanting to steal from or harm others, of constantly wanting to have more than others, and of wanting to look down on others and control everyone else.  It is the hell of not being allowed to achieve any of those things, at least not for very long, because they involve harming others.  Those in hell are kept far away from those in heaven, instead being grouped with others just like themselves.  When we are in hell we spend our days scheming how to cheat and steal from the others (who are just like us), plotting how to control them and look down on them and harm them.  Sometimes we are allowed to succeed, and in those moments we feel a certain triumph or joy.  But because it is hell, and we are stuck with people just like us, sooner or later the shoe is on the other foot, and we are the ones being trampled and hurt, robbed and dominated.  And we never seem to realize what a dead-end we are in, which is why it is seen as eternal misery.

Swedenborg says that the joy of heaven and the suffering of hell come from our own patterns of seeing, believing, and behaving, even now, not just down the road.  The harps and wings or lake of fire are metaphoric images chosen by our collective imaginations to illustrate what these spiritual realities feel like.  We know what a heated argument feels like.  We already know what it is to burn with anger and resentment and frustration.  And if you have ever had that feeling of being trapped in a hell from which you thought you would never escape, you know just how eternal hell can feel.  Despair convinces us that our suffering will never end. (Rather like some Maine winters….)  

On the other hand, haven't we all experienced “cloud nine”? Have you ever felt like you were flying through your day with ease, or soaring on the wings of good fortune?  Have you ever felt so happy you just wanted to sing?  All these metaphors exist because they describe how heaven feels.  We aren’t supposed to believe in a literal lake of fire any more than we are to believe we will be up in the physical clouds after we die.  We imagine angels to have “wings” because they can get through and over anything—because they seem so much smarter and “loftier” than we are—not because they actually have wings. They don't need them. 

Anyway, heaven and hell are states of being, and we have been travelling in and out and through them our whole lives, whether we realized it or not. 

2.         We have already begun exploring where, or when is heaven or hell. Since Emanuel Swedenborg teaches (as do many others) that we are spiritual beings in physical bodies, it follows that heaven and hell are spiritual too, not physical places. They aren’t located somewhere in the sky or under the earth; they are states of mind or states of being.  They are inside us and with us all the time, not “out there”.  We carry the potential to “be” in either one in each moment.

Swedenborg said, “Heaven is not ‘up there’ but where the Good of Love is; and the Good of Love lives inside each person, wherever that person might be.” (Heavenly Secrets 8153)  So perhaps when Jesus said, “The kingdom of heaven is within you,” this is what he meant.

On earth we experience both—times that feel hellish and times that feel heavenly—all through life, and these experiences help us to choose who we want to be.  Do we want to stay stuck in old, broken, unconscious patterns of thought and behaviour, or do we want to do the work that moves us into better, kinder, more conscious patterns (heaven)?  We sometimes “choose” heaven and sometimes “choose” hell alternately throughout our lives so that we have enough experience to determine where we really want to stay. 

Sadly, we have probably all experienced or watched someone we love choose the (pretend heaven but) actual hell of addiction.  Some people need to choose that hell again and again to become ready and able to get out of that hell and stay out.  Addictions are a perfect example of how hell can masquerade as heaven. Addictions cause increasing torment for the addict and often try to suck everyone with whom the addict is in relationship into the suffering as well.  It takes an especially strong kind of angel to stay in relationship with an active addict without getting sucked into their hell along with them.  God always provides a way out, but it can be agonizing to watch that someone we love struggle to escape—the sick thinking and the lies can so thoroughly trap the one we love—and to wait for them to choose differently can feel like an eternity of suffering.

In any case, if we believe Swedenborg, no one is ever “sent” anywhere we don’t want to be; (not forever).  You and I may “send” ourselves (or be dragged into by others) some pretty dark places; but ultimately we always have the choice to ask for Divine help and get out of even the darkest hell.  And the minute we choose for heaven, our wish will always be granted, if not immediately, then as soon as is possible while making sure we can handle the transition.  Some extractions can be as complicated and lengthy as the most elaborate extreme mountain rescue—but you can bet that the angels on the job LOVE what they do, and they do it with focus, compassion, and God’s guidance.

3.         And so finally, who is responsible for whether we “end up” in heaven or hell? 

The answer is: We are each individually responsible for where we end up.

Now, while we are each individually responsible for where we end up, we are only partially responsible for many of the times we visit heaven or hell along the way.  Other people can “put us through hell,” the same way others can draw us into greater peace and happiness while we walk this earth.  But ultimately, we choose who and how we want to be.

Into every single one of our relationships and life experiences we bring our own selves, with our own patterns of listening, interpreting, reacting, and responding.  We bring with us a great deal of the heaven or hell we find in these relationships because of our own patterns and habits of response. We are often far more responsible for the problems in which we might find ourselves than we might realize.

Just the same way that there are many dynamics in our culture, our families, and our society that can be unhealthy, you and I can have internal perspectives and habits that are unhealthy that we can’t even see.  All of these things will remain invisible to you and me until we realize them and learn different perspectives.  Just watch a few episodes of Madmen for a great metaphor of this process at work.  The characters in that show innocently and blindly chain smoke, litter, drink while pregnant, suffer profound sexism, and many other things that would shock us today.  We see those things differently now because of our growing and changing awareness of how they have been harmful.  In this same way you and I can begin to see in finer detail the way some of the personal dynamics and patterns of behaviour that we learned as “normal” in our childhood are actually contributing to the problems in our relationships today. And then we can begin to change them. 

If only “choosing to be in heaven right now” was as easy as it sounds.  More often it is about as easy as, well, if I were to choose to go complete a 5k run this afternoon, at my current level of training and conditioning.

I could “choose” it all I wanted, but I would be dreaming.  I’m not remotely prepared for such an ambitious goal.  If I even tried, I can guarantee it would not put me in heaven, (and would possibly be a fast track to a personal hell).  I simply couldn’t do it.  ("Hashtag: Epic Fail,” as they say these days.)

No, I would need to start with a commitment now, and then train and prepare for several months to be able to make that “choice” a reality many months from now.  “Choosing” would mean more than simply flipping a mental switch. It would include “practice” and training to develop a whole new set of strengths and abilities.  It would take time.

The spiritual journey is a lot like that.  It takes commitment and focus too.  It takes discipline and intention. The practice isn’t always comfortable.  But it is often deeply satisfying, and it is tremendously worthwhile especially if you value a greater ease in managing your own inner happiness, and especially if you value enhanced well-being in all your relationships.  If you value those things enough, you will persist in the spiritual disciplines necessary to run that spiritual race, and you will keep returning to the practice because of the ongoing rewards, no matter how many times you temporarily step off the path.  

Day by day, starting right now, you and I can choose to leave behind our not-so-heavenly reactions and feelings. Taking baby steps and sometimes falling down, we can repeatedly and persistently invite heaven to live within us. It already dwells within the Goodness of Love within us from God.  May we be open to tapping into that and letting it work in and through us with increasing strength right now, each day.

Jesus Himself took this very human journey on Himself in solidarity with us and to give us strength.  He allowed Himself to be betrayed and “put through hell” indeed when He let Himself be crucified.  What better example could He have given us, to show us that we can survive the hells we travel through on earth and survive even death itself, because the point is something better and more lasting and far more meaningful beyond? 

My question for you is, what do you think?  What do you feel? What system of looking it these questions sits the most comfortably in your body?  I invite you to use your rationality, your experience, your intelligence, and your intuition as you find your way through these very big questions for yourself.  And I especially ask you to consider, what belief system makes you a kinder wiser, more compassionate, open, and giving person? Because that is the path to heaven.

Amen

The Readings
Psalm 139: 1-12
You have searched me, Lord, and you know me.
You know when I sit and when I rise; you perceive my thoughts from afar.
You discern my going out and my lying down; you are familiar with all my ways.
Before a word is on my tongue you, Lord, know it completely.
You hem me in behind and before, and you lay your hand upon me.
Such knowledge is too wonderful for me, too lofty for me to attain.
Where can I go from your Spirit? Where can I flee from your presence?
If I go up to the heavens, you are there; if I make my bed in the depths, you are there.
If I rise on the wings of the dawn, if I settle on the far side of the sea,
even there your hand will guide me, your right hand will hold me fast.
If I say, “Surely the darkness will hide me and the light become night around me,”
even the darkness will not be dark to you; the night will shine like the day,
for darkness is as light to you.

Luke 17: 20-21
Now when He was asked by the Pharisees when the kingdom of God would come, He answered them and said, “The kingdom of God does not come with observation; nor will they say, ‘See here!’ or ‘See there!’ For indeed, the kingdom of God is within you.”

Secrets of Heaven 8153
Heaven is not “up there” but where the Good of Love is, and the Good of Love is found inside each person, wherever that person might be.

Saturday, May 12, 2012

We Are Love

"When we forget that we are love, we forget to love.  And it is choice, not identity, that determines our experience.  Should we wish to feel God's mercy, we must choose to be merciful. Should we wish to feel God's peace, we must extend God's peace. And should we wish to feel forgiven, then we must forgive."  Marianne Williamson

Be the love that you are.
Alison

Tuesday, May 1, 2012

"Does God Live in our Right Hemisphere? Part 2

Jill Bolte Taylor, the brain scientist, experienced a stroke to her left-brain in December, 1996, which enabled her to see what reality is without judgment and conditioning, leading her to an awe-inspiring enlightenment.

        (I strongly recommend buying and reading the whole book, but this chapter bowls me right over. All bold text is my emphasis)            Stroke of Insight/Jill Bolte Taylor

"My Stroke of Insight" Chapter 15: continued....

"This is not to say, of course, that I believe I exhibit multiple personality disorder. That is much more complicated than what I have observed. Traditionally, it has been difficult, if not impossible, for us to distinguish between our right and left mind characters simply because we experience ourselves as a single person with a single consciousness. However, with very little guidance, most people find it easy to identify these same two characters within if not themselves, then at least their parents or significant other. It is my goal to help you find a hemispheric home for each of your characters so that we can honor their identities and perhaps have more say in how we want to be in the world. By recognizing who is who inside our cranium, we can take a more balanced-brain ap­proach to how we lead our lives.
"It appears that many of us struggle regularly with polar opposite characters holding court inside our heads. In fact, just about everyone I speak with is keenly aware that they have conflicting parts of their personality. Many of us speak about how our head (left hemisphere) is telling us to do one thing while our heart (right hemisphere) is telling us to do the exact opposite. Some of us distinguish between what we think (left hemisphere) and what we feel (right hemisphere). Others communicate about our mind consciousness (left hemi­sphere) versus our body's instinctive consciousness (right hemisphere). Some of us talk about our small ego mind (left hemisphere) compared with our capital ego mind (right hemisphere), or our small self (left hemisphere) versus our inner or authentic self (right hemisphere). Some of us delin­eate between our work mind (left hemisphere) and our vaca­tion mind (right hemisphere), while others refer to their researcher mind (left hemisphere) versus their diplomatic mind (right hemisphere). And of course there is our mascu­line mind (left hemisphere) versus our feminine mind (right hemisphere), and our yang consciousness (left hemisphere) countered by our yin consciousness (right hemisphere). And if you are a Carl Jung fan, then there's our sensing mind (left hemisphere) versus our intuitive mind (right hemisphere), and our judging mind (left hemisphere) versus our perceiving mind (right hemisphere). Whatever language you use to de­scribe your two parts, based upon my experience, I believe they stem anatomically from the two very distinct hemi­spheres inside your head.
"My goal during this process of recovery has been not only to find a healthy balance between the functional abilities of my two hemispheres, but also to have more say about which character dominates my perspective at any given moment. I find this to be important because the most fundamental traits of my right hemisphere personality are deep inner peace and loving compassion. I believe the more time we spend running our inner peace/compassion circuitry, then the more peace/compassion we will project into the world, and ultimately the more peace/compassion we will have on the planet. As a re­sult, the clearer we are about which side of our brain is pro­cessing what types of information, the more choice we have in how we think, feel, and behave not just as individuals, but as collaborating members of the human family.
"From a neuroanatomical perspective, I gained access to the experience of deep inner peace in the consciousness of my right mind when the language and orientation association areas in the left hemisphere of my brain became nonfunctional. The brain research performed by Drs. Andrew Newberg and the late Eugene DAquili (footnote 15) earlier this decade have helped me understand exactly what was going on in my brain. Using SPECT technology (single photon emission com­puted tomography), these scientists identified the neuroanatomy underlying our ability to have a religious or spiritual (mystical) experience. They wanted to understand which re­gions of the brain were involved in our capacity to undergo a shift in consciousness—away from being an individual to feeling that we are at one with the universe (God, Nirvana, euphoria). 
"Tibetan meditators and Franciscan nuns were invited to meditate or pray inside the SPECT machine. They were in­structed to tug on a cotton twine when they reached either their meditative climax or felt united with God. These experi­ments identified shifts in neurological activity in very specific regions in the brain. First, there was a decrease in the activity of the left hemisphere language centers resulting in a silenc­ing of their brain chatter. Second, there was a decrease in ac­tivity in the orientation association area, located in the posterior parietal gyrus of the left hemisphere. This region of our left brain helps us identify our personal physical bound­aries. When this area is inhibited or displays decreased input from our sensory systems, we lose sight of where we begin and where we end relative to the space around us.
          Thanks to this recent research, it makes good neurological sense that when my left language centers were silenced and my left orientation association area was interrupted from its normal sensory input, my consciousness shifted away from feeling like a solid, to a perception of myself as a fluid—at one with the universe.

15.   Why God Won't Go Away (NY: Ballantine, 2001).

"So who are we? We are the life force power of the universe, with manual dexterity and two cognitive minds. And we have the power to choose, moment by moment, who and how we want to be in the world. Right here right now, I can step into the consciousness of my right hemisphere where we are -- I am -- the life force power of the universe, and the life force power of the 50 trillion beautiful molecular genius cells that make up my form. I can choose to be at one with all that is, or I can choose to step into the consciousness of my left hemisphere, where I become a single individual, a solid, separate from the flow, separate from you, an ego, where I am Dr. Jill Bolte Taylor, an intellectual neuroanatomist. These are the ‘we’ inside of me. 
Which would you choose? Which do you choose? And when? I believe that the more time we spend choosing to run the deep inner peace circuitry of our right hemispheres, the more peace we will project into the world and the more peaceful our planet will be. That is an idea worth spreading." ~ Jill Bolte Taylor 

Shared with love and deep reflection, 
Rev Alison Longstaff

Monday, April 30, 2012

Reflections on the left and right hemispheres - or, "Does God Live in our Right Hemisphere? Part 1

         I had the privilege of hearing Dr. Jill Bolte Taylor speak live, here in Kitchener. I have been reading her book and thinking a lot about the relationship between our left and right cerebral hemispheres ever since.
         Jill has personal, lived experience about the different consciousnesses of our two hemispheres. She suffered a massive stroke at age 36, from which it took many years to recover. Her observations and reflections on this experience are priceless.
         (I strongly recommend buying and reading the whole book, but this chapter bowls me right over. All bold text is my emphasisStroke of Insight/Jill Bolte Taylor

"My Stroke of Insight"  - Chapter 15:
"Having taken this unexpected journey into the depths of my brain, I am grateful and amazed that I have com­pletely recovered physically, cognitively, emotionally, and spiritually. Over the years, the recovery of my left hemisphere skills has been tremendously challenging for many different reasons. When I lost the function of my left brain's neurological networks, I lost not only function but also a variety of personality characteristics that were apparently associated with those circuits of aptitude. Recovering cells of function that were anatomically linked to a lifetime of emotional reac­tivity and negative thinking has been a mind-opening experi­ence. Although I wanted to regain my left hemisphere skills, I must say that there were personality traits that tried to rise from the ashes of my left mind that, quite frankly, were no longer acceptable to my right hemispheric sense of who I now wanted to be. From both a neuroanatomical and psycho­logical perspective, I have had a fascinating few years.       
          "The question I faced over and over again was, Do I have to regain the affect, emotion, or personality trait that was neurologically linked to the memory or ability that I wanted to recover? For instance, would it be possible for me to recover my perception of my self, where I exist as a single, solid, separate from the whole, without recovering the cells associated with my egotism, intense desire to be argumentative, need to be right, or fear of separation and death? Could I value money without hooking into the neurological loops of lack, greed, or selfishness? Could I regain my personal power in the world, play the game of hierarchy, and yet not lose my sense of corn-passion or perception of equality among all people? Could I reengage with my family and not hook into my issues related to being a little sister? Most important, could I retain my new-found sense of connection with the universe in the presence of my left hemisphere's individuality?
          "I wondered how much of my newly found right hemi­sphere consciousness, set of values, and resultant personality I would have to sacrifice in order to recover the skills of my left mind. I didn't want to lose my connection to the universe. I didn't want to experience myself as a solid separate from everything. I didn't want my mind to spin so fast that I was no longer in touch with my authenticself.  Frankly, I didn't want to give up Nirvana. What price would my right hemi­sphere consciousness have to pay so I could once again be judged as normal?
          "Modern neuroscientists seem satisfied intellectualizing about the functional asymmetries of our two hemispheres from a neurological perspective, but there has been minimal conversation pertaining to the psychological or personality differences contained within these two structures. Most com­monly, the character of our right mind has been ridiculed and portrayed in an extremely unflattering light, simply because it does not understand verbal language or comprehend linear thought. In the case of the Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde analogy, our right hemisphere personality is depicted as an uncontrollable, potentially violent, moronic, rather despicable ignoramus, which is not even conscious, and without whom we would probably be better off! In vast contrast, our left mind has routinely been touted as linguistic, sequential, methodical, rational, smart, and the seat of our consciousness.
          "Prior to this experience with stroke, the cells in my left hemisphere had been capable of dominating the cells in my right hemisphere. The judging and analytical character in my left mind dominated my personality. When I experienced the hemorrhage and lost my left hemisphere language center cells that defined my self, those cells could no longer inhibit the cells in my right mind. As a result, I have gained a clear delineation of the two very distinct characters cohabiting my cra­nium. The two halves of my brain don't just perceive and think in different ways at a neurological level, but they demon­strate very different values based upon the types of informa­tion they perceive, and thus exhibit very different personalities. My stroke of insight is that at the core of my right hemisphere consciousness is a character that is directly connected to my feeling of deep inner peace. It is completely committed to the expression of peace, love, joy, and compassion in the world.
         
To be continued.....
http://drjilltaylor.com/book.html