“When Things Fall Apart”
Rev. Alison Longstaff,
February 1st, 2014
Bath Church of the New
Jerusalem
Ezekiel
37: 1-14; John 11:portions of 1-45; Apocalypse Explained 555:14
"Mortal, can these bones live?" I said,
"O Sovereign Lord, you alone know."
Then he said to me, "Prophesy to these bones and say to them, 'Dry
bones, hear the word of the Lord! And as
I was prophesying, there was a noise, a rattling sound, and the bones came
together, bone to bone. I looked, and tendons and flesh appeared on them and
skin covered them, but there was no breath in them. Then he said to me,
"Prophesy to the breath; prophesy, mortal, and say to it, 'This is what
the Sovereign Lord says: Come from the four winds, O breath, and breathe into
these slain, that they may live.'" So I prophesied as he commanded me, and
breath entered them; they came to life and stood up on their feet—a vast army.
Bones and flesh and breath. We are
more than our bones. Our bones are our ideas, and they are the truths we need
in order to live an “upright” life. They are the things we all know . . . but
can fail to live. A “truth” is a dry
bone when we know it, but we don’t live by it yet.
The thing is, it is hard for us to
make dry bones live without the help of God—some might say, impossible. Look at
the alcoholic who knows he or she shouldn't drink, but can’t seem to
stop.
"Mortal,
can these bones live?" says God to Ezekiel. And Ezekiel says, "O Sovereign Lord,
you alone know."
Put yourself in Ezekiel’s shoes.
Staring at a valley full of dry bones, how would you answer God? Perhaps Ezekiel
was hedging his bets with his response. “God alone knows,” he said. Was he
being sarcastic? Or reverential? Despairing? Or perhaps, skeptical? Was this
his way of saying, “I’m not going to touch that one….”?
But God can look at a valley of dead
dreams and wasted efforts, and make them live again. And when God asks us if we
think the bones can live, “He” makes space for all of our responses, whether we
are in the optimistic and shiny faith of the newly spiritual-born, or the jaded
and weary faith of the long-lived spiritual traveler. Depending on who we are
and what we have been through, we may be jaded, or hopeful, bitter, or deeply
trusting, or a mix.
Bones need flesh to live—flesh that
softens and rounds and pulls things together—flesh that can pull these dry
bones into a human form, capable of hugging, lifting, carrying, serving, holding,
and bandaging the wounded. Flesh corresponds to love. Flesh symbolizes putting
things to use. “Fleshing out” a belief is when we try to live it.
I like to think of myself as environmentally conscious, but how much do I actually do on a daily basis to help the environment? Do I recycle diligently? Do I walk when possible, rather than drive? Do I compost? Do I support businesses that have proactive environmental practices? This is a fairly civic and world-bound illustration, but you can extrapolate over to any value that you desire to embody—be it devoting more time to your relationships, to being trustworthy in your workplace, to working out more often and eating better, to being kinder to that one person that absolutely drives us up the wall.
I like to think of myself as environmentally conscious, but how much do I actually do on a daily basis to help the environment? Do I recycle diligently? Do I walk when possible, rather than drive? Do I compost? Do I support businesses that have proactive environmental practices? This is a fairly civic and world-bound illustration, but you can extrapolate over to any value that you desire to embody—be it devoting more time to your relationships, to being trustworthy in your workplace, to working out more often and eating better, to being kinder to that one person that absolutely drives us up the wall.
Getting such “bones” fleshed out isn't
as easy as we wish it was. Living our beliefs is where the “rubber hits the
road,” and sometimes our efforts can feel pretty dead and lifeless. I know mine seem to need constant
“resurrection” or re-commitment, like any New Year’s resolutions that died within
a few weeks of their launch.
This piece of Scripture, like every
other passage in God’s Word, has layer upon layer of meaning. We can study it from all sorts of angles and
find new, fascinating, and nourishing insights. And like we discussed in the
children’s talk, the ideas we find are never meant to be used to whack our
brothers and sisters over the head with, though this does tend to be what we do,
at least at first, with God’s truths. This passage is for me to use in my life,
and you to use in your life, not for me or you to use to find fault with someone else’s life.
So what is this passage primarily
about? Is it a confirmation that living our
faith can sometimes be hard work? Oh, this passage goes way beyond that. This
passage is about the despair we feel when we have tried and tried to live a
better way, and have failed.
This story describes the death of living
dreams. There is a saying that goes, “A person can survive up to forty days
without food, three days without water, but scarcely a minute without hope.” This
level of discouragement is absolute. We
are ready to throw in the towel. No
doubt all of us here have experienced this despair to some degree, but this
despair is well beyond the loss of hope and deep into bitterness and anguish.
This despair is what Jesus was feeling when he cried out from the cross, “My
God, My God, why have you forsaken me?”
God is the only hope left, and God doesn't seem to be doing anything to
help us.
At the time of this story the people
of Israel had been captive in Babylon for over a generation. They had been torn from their burning homes
and possessions, had seen their children dragged off to be slaves, their
leaders and warriors had been murdered, and their great and beautiful temple
being torched and demolished. They had been marched hundreds of miles from
their homeland to be slaves in an alien land. This was not even a fresh
reality. By the time Ezekiel was prophesying to them, they were in their second
generation of slavery in Babylon, and their children had no sense of identity
other than as slaves—no experience of their homeland. They could see no way
out, and no way to rebuild. Sorrow upon sorrow. Loss upon loss.
It is important to understand that
the Judaic people had then and continue to have a profound sense of “place” as an
important part of their identity as a worshiping nation. Christians do not have this as part of our religious
narrative, so we can have a hard time understanding it. “Where two or three are
gathered” is where we can worship, no matter where that is. But for this
people, the “Holy Land,” and particularly the city of Jerusalem is a part of
their flesh-and-bones sense of religious place, and without living there and
worshiping there, they do not feel that they are being God’s people the way
they ought to be. Before you snort at this idea, realize that you and I all
have within us attachments to certain ideas of how things need to be for us to
be right in God’s eyes, beyond which we cannot see. We too have attachments to
ideas that might look silly to someone else. We are not so different.
And if it is in God’s Word, it is in
our story too. You and I may never be carried away captive from our physical
homelands. But we can and will know the equivalent depth of despair in our spiritual
lives. When we are at this level of spiritual despair, it is as in the story of
Lazarus—by the time Jesus arrives, all hope of rescue is long gone.
Was Martha feeling bitter when she says,
“If you had been here, my brother would not have died,”? Did she feel abandoned? She had expected
Jesus to save the day, and He hadn't shown up in time. This is the cry of every
person of faith when we bang into the hideous unfairnesses in life from which
we think we should have been spared. But we are not spared. Lazarus did die and
lay dead four days.
When things go horribly wrong,
especially with those who have lived good and honorable lives, we can feel
betrayed by God. It is a mark of the deepest despair when we feel so abandoned
by God that we question God’s existence. If you hit this level of spiritual
struggle you are not “weak” in your faith.
You might even be at an advanced level of spiritual work. Severe doubt is a very real part of developing
a living, breathing, resilient faith. Mother Teresa struggled with terrible doubt in
God’s existence her whole ministry. C.S.
Lewis spent many years as an atheist. The current Archbishop of Canterbury and
even Pope Francis struggle with doubt in God’s existence and benevolence. Even
Jesus cried out, “Why have you abandoned me?” Doubting God’s presence and
loving care is normal, and you are in
good company if you go there.
Remember, if it is in God’s Word, it
is describing a phase of our spiritual journey. No part is “wrong.” It just is.
This story is about a very hard part of the journey, and yet it is full of
compassion and hope.
So there we are, staring at the dead
and dry bones of our hopes, our dreams, and even our faith. God leads us around and around the bones. They
are very many—piles of them! And they are very dead. And God says to us as we stare at the ruins
of all that was meant to be, "Mortal, can these bones
live?"
Well, if it was me, I’d say with
deep sarcasm, “Oh sure they can.” Ezekiel
says, "O Sovereign Lord, you
alone know," which could also be heard as, “You know God, if anyone can do it, You can.”
Remember, this isn't just a curious
story from an ancient text. Put yourself into the emotional place of Ezekiel. This
is you and God, looking at the wreckage of your whole reason for living. And
God says to us, “No matter how dry and dead are the bones and ashes of your
dreams, I can resurrect them.” God
stands beside us in the wreckage of our dearest hopes, and He promises that He
can restore it all:
Then
he said to me, "Prophesy to these bones and say to them, 'Dry bones, hear
the word of the Lord!’” And as I was
prophesying, there was a noise, a rattling sound, and the bones came together,
bone to bone. I looked, and
tendons and flesh appeared on [the bones] and skin covered them, but there was
no breath in them.
God restores the fragments of our
lives until they are whole again. Amazing! Can you feel the hugeness of this
vision down in your bones? But still, there is no life in them.
Then
he said to me, "Prophesy to the breath; prophesy, mortal, and say to it,
'This is what the Sovereign Lord says: Come from the four winds, O breath, and
breathe into these slain, that they may live.'" So I prophesied as he commanded me, and breath
entered them; they came to life and stood up on their feet—a vast army.
Breath. The breath of God. This is
inspiration—to breathe in the Holy Spirit—to be in-spired by the Holy Spirit. Sometimes
we need mouth-to-mouth resuscitation from God in order for our hopes and dreams
to live again, in order to live, really live again in a life of joy and
grace and rich faith. So God provides that too. It is a miracle surpassing all
miracles. New life where there was only death.
Our reading from Swedenborg describes
bone as truth before it is lived. But that is describing bone that is not
attached to or an integral part of a living body. We do have living
bones—living bones that ensure we stand upright, have the strength to hold our
children and each other, and to withstand outside pressures. God wants our
bones to live—and they can, with God’s help, with God’s breath.
In this story, these are not bones
that have never lived, these are bones that were alive once and have died. There
is something so much more desperate about that image. We all know these
skeletons of things we once loved—they are dreams we had once, relationships
that thrived once, ideas and organizations that we trusted in once. How sad it
is to stand there with Ezekiel and feel the desperate losses in these bones.
There is so much more to this
story. There is meaning in “the four winds,”
and in the skeletons “standing on their feet.” But I need to wrap this up.
This strange story is about
despair, but even more it is about hope. It is about hope against hope. It is
about God being able to handle things, even when we have lost everything, our
faith, our hope, our reason for living, even our belief in God. This story
speaks hope into our darkest temptations and breathes new life, and new spirit
into us, that we might live again. God revivifies the best of everything that
we think we have lost. This story is telling us that we will again see every
good thing that we have loved live
again one day, because what is made of love never dies, it just hides and goes
to sleep for a while. This can be impossible to believe sometimes, and that is okay.
It can be impossible to look at three feet of snow on hard frozen ground and
believe in soft earth and bare feet in warm grass too. We must await the warm
breath of spring the way the bones awaited the breath of life. So, as we head
into these last seven weeks of winter, let us live in this metaphor—let us remember
this hope against hope, and go gently with each other until new life springs again
fresh from the frozen earth. Amen.
Originally “Them Dry Bones” preached Feb 9th 2008 St James
Lutheran in New Dundee Ontario
The Readings:
Apocalypse Explained 555:14
“Bone” symbolizes truth before it is made living, that is, incorporated into how we live—this means every single thing we have learned but do not yet use.
Ezekiel 37:1-14
The hand of the Lord came upon me and brought me
out in the Spirit of the Lord, and set me down in the midst of the valley; and
it was full of bones. Then He caused me to pass by them all around,
and behold, there were very many in the open valley; and
indeed they were very dry.
And He said to me, “Son of man, can these bones live?”
So I answered, “O Lord God, You alone know.”
Again He said to me, “Prophesy to these bones, and say to
them, ‘O dry bones, hear the word of the Lord! Thus says the
Lord God to these bones: “Surely I will cause breath to enter into
you, and you shall live. I will put
sinews on you and bring flesh upon you, cover you with skin and put breath in
you; and you shall live. Then you shall know that
I am the Lord.”’”
So I prophesied as I was commanded;
and as I prophesied, there was a noise, and suddenly a rattling; and the bones
came together, bone to bone. Indeed, as I looked, the sinews and the
flesh came upon them, and the skin covered them over; but there
was no breath in them.
Also He said to me, “Prophesy to
the breath, prophesy, son of man, and say to the breath, ‘thus says the
Lord God: “Come from the four winds, O breath, and breathe on these slain,
that they may live.”’” So I prophesied as He commanded me, and breath came
into them, and they lived, and stood upon their feet, an exceedingly great
army.
Then He said to me, “Son of man, these bones are the whole
house of Israel. They indeed say, ‘Our bones are dry, our hope is lost, and we
ourselves are cut off!’ Therefore prophesy and say to them, ‘Thus says
the Lord God: “Behold, O My people, I will open your graves and cause you
to come up from your graves, and bring you into the land of Israel. Then
you shall know that I am the Lord, when I have opened your graves, O
My people, and brought you up from your graves. I will put My Spirit in
you, and you shall live, and I will place you in your own land. Then you shall
know that I, the Lord, have spoken it and performed it,” says
the Lord.’”
John 11: 1, 3-5,
14-15, 20-23, 25-27, 32, 34-35, 39, 41, 43-44
Now a certain man was
sick, Lazarus of Bethany, therefore the sisters sent to Him, saying, “Lord,
behold, he whom You love is sick.”
When Jesus heard that, He
said, “This sickness is not unto death, but for the glory of God, that the
Son of God may be glorified through it.”
Now Jesus loved Martha and her
sister and Lazarus. Yet, when He heard that he was sick, He stayed
two more days in the place where He was.
Then Jesus said to them
plainly, “Lazarus is dead. And I am glad for your sakes that I was not
there, that you may believe. Nevertheless let us go to him.”
Now Martha, as soon as she heard
that Jesus was coming, went and met Him, but Mary was sitting in the
house. Now Martha said to Jesus, “Lord, if You had been here, my brother
would not have died. But even now I know that whatever You ask of God,
God will give You.”
Jesus said to her, “Your
brother will rise again. … I am the resurrection and the life. He who believes
in Me, though he may die, he shall live. And whoever lives and believes in Me
shall never die. Do you believe this?”
She said to Him, “Yes, Lord, I
believe that You are the Christ, the Son of God, who is to come into the
world.”
Then, when Mary came where Jesus
was, and saw Him, she fell down at His feet, saying to Him, “Lord, if You had
been here, my brother would not have died.”
And He said, “Where have you
laid him?”
They said to Him, “Lord, come and
see.”
Jesus wept. Jesus
said, “Take away the stone.”
Martha, the sister of him who was
dead, said to Him, “Lord, by this time there is a stench, for he has
been dead four days.”
Then they took away the
stone from the place where the dead man was lying. And Jesus
lifted up His eyes and said, “Father, I thank You that You have
heard Me.” Now when He had said these things, He cried with a loud
voice, “Lazarus, come forth!” And he who had died came out bound hand
and foot with grave clothes, and his face was wrapped with a cloth. Jesus said
to them, “Loose him, and let him go.”
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