Saturday, September 5, 2015

Endings and Beginnings - announcement

ENDINGS AND BEGINNINGS 

Unless a grain of wheat falls into the ground and dies, it stays as it is; but if it dies, it bears much fruit. John 12:24 


It is with sadness that I announce I will be leaving Bath Church of the New Jerusalem as of October 31, 2015. Financial realities are what they are. So as to ease the church's financial burdens, I am stepping down two months before the 2015 contract would have ended.

I will return to Canada where the bulk of my friends and family reside. This is an amicable but sad mutual agreement made with the church executive. I will lead the worship and life of the church to the best of my ability until I depart.

It is unfortunate that all of this happened just before I went on vacation. It was difficult to be on vacation with this on my heart, and my return to work has been shadowed with sadness. But such is Providence. Our teachings remind us that every ending is just the start of a new beginning. I will miss Bath and will miss this congregation in particular.

May we all look forward to Providence’s next adventure.

May the Bath congregation find all they dream of, for with God, all things are possible!

All is well and all will be well. Bath and BCNJ will remain in my heart and prayers.

For the time being I will get a day job and enjoy having evenings, weekends, and holidays off like a regular person.  I will be building my online counseling practice and God willing, get back to writing.

I will continue to blog my sermons until I depart. After that, this blog will become my reflections on spirituality and life, with the occasional "supply preaching" sermon thrown in.

God bless,

Pastor Alison


Sunday, July 5, 2015

Love Wins - sermon July 5th

Opening Prayer 
Lord, you love us into existence, and wish only that we are free to love you in return.  We are here on this weekend of celebration, grateful for freedom. We are grateful for the sacrifices of all those who have struggled to establish and protect this freedom.  God of love, even so, somehow so many of us are still not free.  We are enslaved by debt, or trapped in hurtful relationships; we are oppressed by prejudice and injustice and the abuse of power; and we are so often imprisoned by our own bad habits.  In every way that we are blocked from experiencing and living in wise love, we are not free.  Our prisons are sometimes of our making, but often from an unjust world too.

And so today we meditate on all the ways we as a country and as members of the human race have yet to become free. We set our hope on the unstoppable mercy of your great Love—Your Love that seeks only to set us free and teach us the ways of peace.  Including the whole world as one community, hear the prayers of our hearts.

Love Wins
Rev. Alison Longstaff, July 5, 2015
Bath Church of the New Jerusalem
Isaiah 55:10-13; Matthew 13:1-9; Heaven and Hell 57
These readings are included at the end of this document.

“As the rain and the snow come down from heaven, and do not return to it without watering the earth and making it bud and flourish, so that it yields seed for the sower and bread for the eater, so is my word that goes out from my mouth: It will not return to me empty, but will accomplish what I desire and achieve the purpose for which I sent it.” Isaiah 55: 10-11

When I sat down with today’s text, a bounty of meaning spilled out like so many jewels scattering across the floor.  I had to work to select only one or two gems to lift up and display, or we would be here for days. Still, I hope that somehow through this talk you will get a sense of the tremendous storehouse of beauty that lies hidden in the words. 

For a start, today’s text raises the age-old question about God’s power.  Just how powerful is God?  Since God is Love, the question becomes also, “Just how powerful is Love?”

The short answer?  “Pretty darn powerful!”

In a now, somewhat infamous incident, the Rev. Rob Bell, then pastor of the Mars Hill mega-church on the outskirts of Grand Rapids, Michigan, found that a quote by Gandhi displayed in his church had a note pinned over it.  The notice blocking the Gandhi quote said, “Reality check: He's in hell.”

This incident threw Bell into a crisis of faith.  On the one hand he well knew the traditional Christian teaching that only those who confess belief in Jesus Christ “go to heaven.” On the other hand, he had his own inner conviction that the God of love, the creator of every human soul, could not be so simplistic and exclusive. 

So, what was the truth?  Do only confessing Jesus-believers go to heaven, or do all good souls?  After much meditation, questioning, and research, Bell published his conclusion in what would be the controversial best seller, Love Wins. 

Bell’s book outraged many Christian conservatives, because in it he concludes that the God of Love opens heaven to every one of all faiths.  There is a reason he called his book “Love Wins.” According to all his best research and the voice of his heart, Love triumphs in the end, not ideology.

I think he’s on to something.

“So is my word that goes out from my mouth: It will not return to me empty, it will accomplish what I desire and achieve the purpose for which I sent it.”

This small verse from Isaiah promises big things.  It tells us that God’s word will accomplish God’s will. God’s word will accomplish God’s will.  And what is God’s will?  Well, according to Swedenborg, it is that every created soul should go to heaven.  Every created soul.  Every one.  Sit still with that a minute.

It will not return to me empty, but will accomplish what I desire and achieve the purpose for which I sent it.”  I ask again, Just how powerful is God’s love?

“You will go out in joy and be led forth in peace; the mountains and hills will burst into song before you, and all the trees of the field will clap their hands. Instead of the thorn-bush will grow the pine tree, and instead of briers the myrtle will grow.”

I love to dig into the Hebrew and Greek of the Bible.  I love to see what treasures come into view.  In today’s text, the Hebrew for “thorn-bush” sounds like “not-suits” literally meaning “the thing that pricks.”  Since everything in the Bible is speaking about our own lives and our own spiritual journeys, this “thorn-bush” then is anything in our life that scratches, stabs, and sticks into the spirit like a thorn.  “Pine” in the Hebrew here sounds like bear-oash, and means any noble, stately evergreen tree indigenous to the holy land.  Not only are these trees good for shade, they were the sort used to build their houses of worship. 

“Instead of the thorn-bush will grow the pine tree, and instead of briers the myrtle will grow.”

“Brier” or "sar-pad" is some unknown desert plant, something like a nettle.  It is something low and stinging, similar to a thorn-bush, but not the same.  “Myrtle” or "hadas" however could grow up to twenty feet tall when well watered.  It produces dark, scented leaves, star-shaped flowers, and an edible berry.  The myrtle signifies God’s blessings.  Which would you rather have in your spiritual life?  Nettles or these amazing myrtle trees?

What do you think this text is promising?  I believe it the promise of what happens when God’s will is done in our lives.  Tangles and prickers become shelter and sweetness.  Stinging nettles become lush fruit trees.  This isn’t an old promise about a long ago and far away desert and some random plants, but about your life and mine, right here, right now. This is God’s promise to each of us that though we may encounter spiritual brambles in our spiritual journey—brambles which tangle and tear at our feet, and impede our way—we will eventually enter a land of giant, shady trees—trees which shelter our way, offer strength and protection, and all we could need to build spiritual homes. 

God’s word will bring about God’s will. This is what the text seems to be saying.  “So is my word that goes out from my mouth: It will not return to me empty, but will accomplish what I desire, and will achieve the purpose for which I sent it.”

Let’s look closer.  The text talks about God’s word; about God’s word from God’s mouth.  Think of the mouth.  Think of all the things it is used for.  It is the way through which we communicate—through words and songs, through smiles and laughter, through touches and kisses.  From the most sublime words, to the silliest sayings, to the most intimate gestures of love—all this is the effected by the mouth. 

Have you noticed how babies bring everything to their mouths?  This is not because they have an eating fixation, but because at that stage the mouth and the lips are the most developed area on their bodies.  They explore with their lips the way a blind person explores with their fingers.  Later, their hands will catch up in sensitivity, but at the infant age and stage, it is all about the mouth. 

The mouth.  This passage is about God’s mouth.  What a powerful image!  What is God’s mouth?  It is the means by which God speaks to us; it is the means by which God laughs with us, sings with us, and the means by which God kisses you and me and every created soul.  “God’s mouth” represents all the ways God finds to communicate love.  It is Sacred Scripture, yes!  But it is also nature, creation, great art and music, the sound of a happy child, that certain lyric running through your head, that picture, that spoken word. It is every way God finds to touch our hearts both directly and through each other—that awakens our hearts to the reality of God’s great love.

“So is my word that goes out from my mouth: It will not return to me empty, but will accomplish what I desire and will achieve the purpose for which I sent it.”

Whew!  That’s pretty intense.  God is coming to you and to me, and there is no stopping that gentle, insistent love.

Let me tell you a story.  It goes back to when I was in seminary, and I was working on one of my first sermons.  Now, I can’t speak for other seminary students, but a mood had come over me while writing this sermon.  It was as if something slowly rose up inside me, and I felt very important.  I was going to do what a good minister should do—I was going to be sure to remind everyone that they were a little bit evil and ought to worry about it.  It was my job, you see, to point out all the ways people might be being selfish in life, so they could be warned and feel bad and do something about it.  Because they might otherwise go to hell!  So my sermon had a definite warning and scolding section, because that was my duty.

I brought this terrific sermon to a meeting with a supervising pastor. I showed it to him proudly, fairly sure of his approval.  He read it through, and looked very thoughtful.  He found a few positive things to say, and then said something which stopped me in my tracks.  He said something like, “It is always good to remember that it is our job to preach the gospel, which is the good news, which is that God is Love.”

My ego went down like a house of cards. But along with the crash of my ego came an overwhelming sense of relief.  This mentor had given me permission to stop needing to be one of the world’s jail wardens and watchdogs. I had picked up a burden God had never asked me to carry and never wanted me to carry. Once I set that burden down, what emerged was an amazing, bubbling joy.

It wasn’t as though I hadn’t heard this message before, I just hadn’t really understood it.  Suddenly a huge weight was lifted from my heart.  I didn’t have to scold and warn, I could preach all about the miracle of God’s love—and I could absolutely trust God’s love to do the rest.

There is an old saying that a preacher’s job is to comfort the afflicted and to afflict the comfortable.  But in my experience, just about everybody is afflicted.  Some may hide it better than others, but there is plenty of affliction to go around.  Most hearts are heavy—just look at the state of the world!  I think a healthy dose of God’s love is just about always the best medicine.  God’s love can accomplish all that it sets out to do.

Before this, I had been trapped in a common misconception.  This misperception is that THE TRUTH is somehow not really THE TRUTH unless it hurts.  Haven’t we all encountered that idea at some time or other?  “Tell me the truth” so often means “tell me the harsh, uncomfortable bit that I don’t want to hear,” eh?  In fact, one pastor I know, in another denomination, made his lead article in a church newsletter about telling visitors “THE TRUTH."  His message was about how we so often want to be nice to visitors who come to the church, but that eventually our job is to tell them “the truth,” which is that they are full of sin and need to repent and to work relentlessly not to be evil.  His main question in the article was how one might navigate that bait and switch.  He knew we wanted to be nice, and that niceness attracts people, but deep down he believed that the main “truth” people needed to hear is that they are full of evil and must remain vigilant to fight the dreadful darkness within.  That was essentially his message. 

I would say he was thoroughly trapped in the false belief that truth has to hurt.  Where is the gospel?  Where is the good news?  I have to say, I am helped by remembering that God’s love is far more powerful than the darkness any day. Please don't point at the darkness and tell me to be afraid; point at the light and offer me hope.

That notion—that the way to heaven must be hard and full of struggle, and that we haven’t had a spiritual experience unless we’ve been made to feel bad about ourselves—is rampant throughout the Christian world.  But it is a false notion. 

Suffering and feeling bad about ourselves is an inevitable part of our human condition. But it isn’t innately spiritual. Suffering is just suffering.  It can help deepen our spiritual experience, but it isn’t necessary in order for us to become deeply spiritual.  Neither is deprivation of comfort somehow spiritual, nor is poverty, nor is celibacy. And self-loathing blocks us from feeling God's love unless it can be healed back to neutrality. Every experience life brings us can teach us, but negative experiences and suffering do not need to be sought to prove we are spiritual.  They will find us, regardless!


This is the same false principle that says that a “real truth,” like a “real man,” must be battling something or conquering something or punishing something to be REAL truth, just like the (senseless and hurtful) idea that a man must be rough and hard and a bit of a bully to be a real man. 

Boys of all ages continue to tease and bully other boys if they show any signs of softness in our culture. This is a practice so deeply ingrained in our male culture that it is hardly even questioned, yet it is pervasive and deeply damaging to the male psyche. I believe that this is a reflection of our false idea about what truth is supposed to be. If you asked, “What would Jesus teach our boys?  I’m guessing “Turn the other cheek” would be a lot more like it, not “Have bigger guns than anybody else.”

It is love, not harshness that conquers all.  Listen to our text: “[The] word that goes out from my mouth…will not return to me empty, but will accomplish what I desire and achieve the purpose for which I sent it.”

Those are phrases of absolute power, yet they are devoid of intimidation or coercion. 

Love and wisdom together accomplish God’s purpose.  The Word, proceeding from Gods mouth, which is everything and every way God communicates love and wisdom with us, will accomplish all it sets out to do, with gentleness, persistence. 

I hope you collected even a few gems from the bounty in today’s text.  The more time I spend with God’s Word, the more I see that the Bible is one big love letter from God. Every single phrase in today’s passage overflowed with the story of the God’s great love for us, and of that love’s infinite power to effect God’s will. 

Without bullying or force, without harshness or brutality, Love will do what it sets out to do.  However you understand that, it is the gospel. 

Love wins indeed!  : D

Amen
Originally preached July 10, 2011, Kitchener, Ontario. Revised

Closing Prayer
We have gathered together in the spirit of love and freedom. We have rested our cares in God’s strong and powerful hands.  We have reflected on the way God’s Love sweeps us all towards heaven as gently and relentlessly as the sun calls the seeds to grow. May we remember this as we go forward into our week ahead, that though life may wrap brambles around our feet, God is working powerfully to turn them into shade trees and shelter.  May we remember that every prickly person and stinging word we encounter can some day be transformed into compassionate angels and warm encouragements.  May we seek to see the ways we sting and ensnare others, that we might be healed, and instead give smiles of encouragement and a helping hand.   For what we give we will receive, and what we would receive we must give.  In gratitude for all that You give us, Lord—for freedom, for love—may we learn to give freely in return.

The Readings
Heaven and Hell 57
You were created that you might come into heaven and become an angel. Anyone who has goodness from the Lord within is a kind of angel-on-earth.  What you have in common with an angel is that your inner nature is designed in the image of heaven, and so far as you are living from good will guided by a faith in God, you become an image of heaven. Mortals on earth also have an outer nature shaped by the culture of the world around you; yet so far as you are living from genuine good will toward others, your outer nature will be subordinate to heaven and will serve heaven. When this happens, the Lord is present with you in both worlds, just as if you were in heaven. 

Isaiah 55:10-13
As the rain and the snow come down from heaven, and do not return to it without watering the earth and making it bud and flourish, so that it yields seed for the sower and bread for the eater, so is my word that goes out from my mouth: It will not return to me empty, but will accomplish what I desire and achieve the purpose for which I sent it. You will go out in joy and be led forth in peace; the mountains and hills will burst into song before you, and all the trees of the field will clap their hands. Instead of the thorn-bush will grow the pine tree, and instead of briers the myrtle will grow. This will be for the LORD's renown, for an everlasting sign, which will not be destroyed.

Matthew 13: 1-9
That same day Jesus went out of the house and sat by the lake. Such large crowds gathered around him that he got into a boat and sat in it, while all the people stood on the shore. Then he told them many things in parables, saying: “A farmer went out to sow his seed. As he was scattering the seed, some fell along the path, and the birds came and ate it up. Some fell on rocky places, where it did not have much soil. It sprang up quickly, because the soil was shallow. But when the sun came up, the plants were scorched, and they withered because they had no root. Other seed fell among thorns, which grew up and choked the plants. Still other seed fell on good soil, where it produced a crop--a hundred, sixty or thirty times what was sown. He who has ears, let him hear.”

Sunday, June 21, 2015

Encountering the Divine - June 21

 “Encountering the Divine”
Rev. Alison Longstaff, June 21, 2015
Bath Church of the New Jerusalem
Exodus 3: 1-7, 10, 13-14; Matthew 17:1-8; AR 56

Many pastors across this country are preaching about racism today as the United States reels from yet another violent slaughter.  Here I am, a white pastor in front of a white congregation in a very white town in one of the top four whitest states in this country.  It is easy to feel removed from the racism and violence, as if it is somehow someone else’s problem somewhere else.

But if we could imagine such a thing happening here, perhaps it might help us to pause and to walk beside the Emanuel African Methodist Episcopal Church in sorrow and empathy.  The black populations of this country live with the daily possibility of such violence in a way most of us (all of us?) here simply cannot imagine.  So sit for a minute and be with the possibility.  Imagine a visitor coming to worship with us, and we welcome him, and he spends time with us. Then this visitor pulls out a gun and shoots nine of us dead right there in front of our eyes. Go ahead. Look around. Pick a random nine. One would be me, because the pastor was killed.  Which other eight? These loved people can’t be dead just as a concept, imagine their bodies slumped where they were sitting, their blood splattered on the walls.  I’m sorry.  But there’s no polite way to go there.

Please, just sit with that for a moment. How enraged and vengeful would you feel?  Could you forgive the shooter within days?  Whatever your emotions, let us all take a moment to surround the whole Charleston, South Carolina community with love and empathy.

I will now continue with the sermon I did write, and pray that the miracle of God’s encompassing love can bring some insight and healing to the helplessness and pain of that event.

“He put His hand on me saying, ‘Do not be afraid.’” This symbolizes spiritual encouragement, and then, because of deep humility, profound adoration. Genuine holy fear comes over us when the Lords life encompasses us, pushing aside our feelings of being in charge. Such an experience can cause an inner trembling and even our hair to stand on end. When we are full of our own sense of life (being in charge), we look at the Lord from our own perspective. But when we are filled with the Lord’s life, we see all things from the Lord’s perspective, (yet somehow retaining a sense of separateness). When we are so encompassed by the Lord’s life, we realize that we are nothing, and that the Lord is everything. (Emanuel Swedenborg, Apocalypse Revealed #56)

“The (false) suspicion that we can somehow be separated from God is the root of every form of anxiety in the universe, and the cure for it … is the knowledge that nothing can tear us from God, ever.” (Eben Alexander, “Proof of Heaven” p 76)

Would you say you have ever had an encounter with the Divine?

If you have, how did it affect you?

My very first class in seminary was “Christian Doctrine.”  It was required for my degree so I had to take it despite being sure, as a (young and arrogant) Swedenborgian, I had a thing or two to teach the professor but very little to learn from him.  I was wrong.

We had to write a four page paper every other week for Professor Kelly.  The course was two semesters long, so we ended up with twelve papers, the final one being, “Why Am I Christian?”  After we handed in each paper, we divided into groups to read and discuss our papers with each other.  I learned and learned and learned.

When discussing, “Why Christian?” it turned out that all three of us in our group were Christian because we had experienced what I can only call a “Divine Encounter.”  Each one of us not only was Christian but was in seminary because we had had a transcendent experience that left us changed, and left us longing for more.

When our small groups returned to the main classroom I began a quick survey of how many other classmates were in seminary for the same reason. Of over twenty-five students in the class, about ninety percent named some sort of Divine encounter as their main reason for being there. It was an epiphany.  I realized that I was not alone. 

When I was thirteen something profound and life altering happened to me, but I rarely speak of it.  It is a sacred memory still, and feels private.  I share the story rarely, and only when it feels safe and worthwhile. 

I was going through some very hard and lonely things.  It was the middle of the night and I was weeping and praying, when suddenly I was in the presence of something wise and loving and powerful beyond imagining. I knew without doubt that I was utterly loved, completely understood, and that every single thing would be okay.  I could see in some unimaginable way how everything would work out, and it all made sense. I felt “the peace that surpasses all understanding.”  And ever since that moment forty years ago I have longed to encounter that Presence again. I also felt completely clear that there was nothing more important than to serve that Presence and help others find it too. 

Many people who have had such experiences have tried to describe it, and they all end up saying that our earthly language is utterly inadequate. And yet we cannot but try to put words on these experiences anyway. My heart shouts with joy and recognition whenever I find these attempts.  I recognize the experience, and it is like hearing a deeply familiar description of a beloved but long-lost friend.

Neurosurgeon Eben Alexander writes about his encounter with the Divine in his memoir, “Proof of Heaven.” 

… the “voice” of this Being was warm and—odd as I know this may sound—personal. It understood humans, and it possessed the qualities we possess, only in infinitely greater measure. It knew me deeply and overflowed with qualities that all my life I’ve always associated with human beings, and human beings alone: warmth, compassion, pathos . . . even irony and humor.” (p 47)

I absolutely know and absolutely love that God has a great sense of humor.

Renowned life coach and frequent Oprah contributor, Martha Beck, writes with her own humor and candor about her several profound spiritual experiences:

If there were a drug that could reproduce the same effect, I would be on that drug right now, and damn the side effects. Imagine a blend of all your favorite things…. Picture these … combined, boiled down into their most concentrated elements of pure joy, then multiplied by trillions and injected into every one of your cells. That might begin to help you imagine what I felt when the sense of Something Bigger emerged in the hurricane’s eye of my life…. The peace and joy were so dazzling, so potent, that I thought they would never fade.” (Leaving the Saints, p 26)

Is it any wonder prophets and angels fall prostrate before this Being?  It isn’t fear that throws one down, it is adoration and genuine humility.  One is swept away by love, encompassed by peace, and able to comprehend the answer to every single “why” ever asked.  Remember this the next time you hear an account of someone falling on their face in “fear” before an angel of the Lord.  Perhaps they are actually afraid.  But just maybe it is an entirely sensible response to finding oneself in the presence of the Source of all Love and Wisdom. The overwhelming sense of great love and care tends to result in worshipful adoration.

There are more marvelous descriptions of these spiritual encounters.  Here is another from Eben Alexander:

Communicating with God is the most extraordinary experience imaginable, yet at the same time it’s the most natural one of all, because God is present in us at all times. Omniscient, omnipotent, personal—and loving us without conditions. (p 161)

Alexander sums up the Divine One’s message to every one of us this way: “You are loved and cherished. You have nothing to fear. There is nothing you can do wrong.” (p 71)
 
The first time I read this, I found myself abruptly sobbing. I think it was the sense of recognition, and the deep homesickness for that Presence.  But it was also relief.  Though I have known this truth; though I have experienced this truth; I continue to find myself unable to believe it.

This message of unconditional love is available to each one of us at every moment.  It is we who are unable to hear it—we who are unable to believe it.  I am not even sure this inability is our fault.  It is as if the nature of these bodies dulls our spiritual senses—the density of this physical plane produces heavy static on our spiritual tuners.  But for whatever reason, probably connected with Providence and our freedom, most of us miss the message most of the time.  If I could find the frequency of that Divine Being again, I would do everything in my power to stay tuned in as long as possible.  There is a deep longing to feel that Presence again that has never gone away. This residual longing seems to be a universal legacy of a Divine Encounter.

Accounts of an encounter with God are everywhere, if one is open to finding them.  This is another description from Eben Alexander:

… the answer came instantly in an explosion of light, color, love, and beauty that blew through me like a crashing wave. Thoughts entered me directly. But it wasn’t thought like we experience on earth. It wasn’t vague, immaterial, or abstract. These thoughts were solid and immediate—hotter than fire and wetter than water—and as I received them I was able to instantly and effortlessly understand concepts that would have taken me years to fully grasp in my earthly life. (p 46)

A sense of being deeply loved.  A sense of being completely safe.  Every horrific injustice is made right and everything ever lost is restored for all time.  “No more death, neither sorrow, nor crying, nor any more pain.” (Revelation 21:4)

“You are loved and cherished. You have nothing to fear. There is nothing you can do wrong.”  

Have you had a Divine Encounter?  How did it leave you changed? 
Amen

The Readings
Exodus 3: 1-7, 10, 13-14
Now Moses was tending the flock of Jethro his father-in-law, the priest of Midian. And he led the flock to the back of the desert, and came to Horeb, the mountain of God.  And the Angel of the Lord appeared to him in a flame of fire from the midst of a bush. So he looked, and behold, the bush was burning with fire, but the bush was not consumed.  Then Moses said, “I will now turn aside and see this great sight, why the bush does not burn.”
So when the Lord saw that he turned aside to look, God called to him from the midst of the bush and said, “Moses, Moses!”
And he said, “Here I am.”
Then He said, “Do not draw near this place. Take your sandals off your feet, for the place where you stand is holy ground.” 6 Moreover He said, “I am the God of your father—the God of Abraham, the God of Isaac, and the God of Jacob.” And Moses hid his face, for he was afraid to look upon God.
And the Lord said: “I have surely seen the oppression of My people who are in Egypt, and have heard their cry because of their taskmasters, for I know their sorrows.  Come now, therefore, and I will send you to Pharaoh that you may bring My people, the children of Israel, out of Egypt.”
Then Moses said to God, “Indeed, when I come to the children of Israel and say to them, ‘The God of your fathers has sent me to you,’ and they say to me, ‘What is His name?’ what shall I say to them?”
And God said to Moses, “I AM the I AM.” 

Matthew 17:1-8 
Now after six days Jesus took Peter, James, and John his brother, led them up on a high mountain by themselves; and He was transfigured before them. His face shone like the sun, and His clothes became as white as the light.  And behold, Moses and Elijah appeared to them, talking with Him.  Then Peter answered and said to Jesus, “Lord, it is good for us to be here; if You wish, let us make here three tabernacles: one for You, one for Moses, and one for Elijah.”
While he was still speaking, behold, a bright cloud overshadowed them; and suddenly a voice came out of the cloud, saying, “This is My beloved Son, in whom I am well pleased. Hear Him!”  And when the disciples heard it, they fell on their faces and were greatly afraid.  But Jesus came and touched them and said, “Arise, and do not be afraid.” When they had lifted up their eyes, they saw no one but Jesus only.

Apocalypse Revealed 56
“He put His hand on me saying, ‘Do not be afraid.’” This symbolizes spiritual encouragement, and a resultant profound adoration from deep humility. Genuine holy fear comes over us when the Lords life encompasses us, pushing aside our feelings of being in charge. Such an experience can cause an inner trembling and even our hair to stand on end. When we are full of our own sense of life (being in charge), we look at the Lord from our own perspective. But when we are filled with the Lord’s life, we see all things from the Lord’s perspective, (yet somehow retaining a sense of separateness). When we are so encompassed by the Lord’s life, we realize that we are nothing, and that the Lord is everything. 

Sunday, June 14, 2015

Fear Not - sermon for June 14

Today we welcomed new members, celebrated communion, celebrated "New Church" day, and celebrated the end of the Sunday School year with a pageant.  It took a few minutes extra, but we managed it!
This comes to you with blessings and love.

“Fear Not”

Rev. Alison Longstaff, June 14, 2015
Bath Church of the New Jerusalem
Psalm 27:1-5; Revelation 1:12-19; Apocalypse Explained 431:6


Apocalypse Explained 431:6

“The New Jerusalem” does not mean a new earthly city called “Jerusalem,” nor does its “wall and gates” mean a physical wall and gates, nor do “the twelve tribes and apostles” mean the actual original twelve tribes and apostles. Something completely different is meant by each one of these things. “The New Jerusalem” means a new spirituality with a new understanding; “angels,” “tribes,” and “apostles” mean all the ways humanity will increase in benevolence and mutual understanding, and live from principles that are both deeply wise and deeply compassionate.

Today we will be welcoming two new people into this congregation—two terrific people who are choosing to walk beside us and with us here at Bath Church of the New Jerusalem. Robin and Rick are honoring us by making this commitment.

One reason so many people no longer attend any church is because they have been hurt or disappointed by a religious community in the past. To choose to try again when one has been hurt in the past takes courage, and I stand in honor of anyone who makes such a choice.

Robin and Rick, I cannot promise you that you will never feel hurt or disappointed at some point as you walk with us here. I can only pray that we as a community can walk with courage and compassion through the hurts together, so that we may keep healing and growing as a spiritual family.

To quote (the fictional) Father Timothy Cavanaugh (from At Home in Mitford by Jan Karon), “My friend, if you keep your eyes on Christians, you will be disappointed every day of your life. Your hope is to keep your eyes on Christ.”

We sometimes mistakenly expect perfection from each other just because we are a church. At such times I implore us all to remember that we are a community bounded by our need for God in our lives, not because in any way we have already arrived at some kind of special status.

It takes courage to break into a long-standing tradition such as this congregation represents.  And it takes courage on the part of those who have been running things for many years to step aside and allow new energies in, because new energies mean change.  So I commend all of us for not allowing fear to run the show.
           
Today we are also celebrating “June 19th” or “The New Church’s birthday.”  We typically have a pageant featuring some story from the Book of Revelation, because Swedenborgians see the book of Revelation as a metaphor about the spiritual temptations that we go through on the way to heaven. A whole lot of people find the Book of Revelation scary. So today, I am going to talk about fear. I am especially going to talk about fear in relation to religion and God.

Looking in the Hebrew and Greek Bibles, one important thing to notice is that every time an angel of the Lord shows up with a message for someone, the very, very first thing he or she says is . . .

“Fear Not.”

The first thing said is: “Fear Not.” Sometimes it is worded “Do Not be Afraid,” but the message is the same. “Fear Not.” The angel brings these opening words of comfort to Hagar, to Isaac, to Rachel, to Jacob, to the People of Israel, to Moses, to Joshua, to Gideon, to Daniel, to Joseph, to Mary, to Zacharias, to the women at the tomb, and last but not least, to John on the isle of Patmos. As well as these 14 direct words of comfort, the followers of the Lord frequently say it to each other; Moses, Joshua, and the prophets say it to the children of Israel; and Jesus speaks these words of reassurance to the disciples and to the man whose daughter was dying.

In the Word, the first thing said is pivotal. It sets the tone. It shapes the entire rest of the message. Maybe we should pay attention to this, “Fear not.”

Why would “Fear not” be the first thing God would communicate to us? After all, won’t we all become lazy, selfish lumps if we’re not afraid? If we get too relaxed about our salvation, isn’t it possible we might miss the boat? Didn’t God also say in Psalm 111, “The fear of the Lord is the beginning of wisdom”? ( vs.10).

Well, yes and no.

You see, the fear of the Lord, spoken of in the Psalms is not the anxious, grovelling uneasiness we often think of when we hear the word, “fear.” The “fear” in the Psalms isn’t fear at all in that sense of the word. The “fear of the Lord” spoken of in Psalm 111 is a deep respect and reverence for the Lord born of deep love. And that sort of “fear” we do indeed want.

When the Word says, “Fear not,” it is calling us to release any grovelling, cowering, “please don’t hit me!” kind of fear. The Lord is not the angry, judgmental God we “fear” He is. He doesn’t want us to be cowering and grovelling and afraid of the Divine. He says, “Fear Not!” And, coming from the Lord, these words say a thousand more things too.

God speaks to us the words, “Fear Not,” but knows that we will often still feel afraid anyway, or at least mildly uneasy. We can’t change our feelings on demand simply by force of will. We might change feelings over time by changing our perspective, but mostly, feelings just are. Therefore, maybe these words from the Lord are not a command, “Thou shalt not fear! (and if you do, I will judge you)” but a reminder. God is reminding us that, though we may still experience fear, we do well to remember that the omnipotent, omniscient, benevolent God of the whole universe has things well in hand, all the way down to the hairs of our head.

It is a reminder to hold before our eyes: “Fear Not,” because God is in charge!

“Fear Not” can also be a promise. When God says, “Fear Not,” He is giving us a promise that some day, if we persevere along the path of spiritual growth, we will stop being afraid. Eventually, when we reach the spiritual state described as the Holy City, we will never truly fear anything again. We will know all is well, and feel only immense love.

So then the words “Fear Not” are a reminder and a promise. And there’s more.
           
The dragon and the harlot of Babylon in Revelation symbolize two unhealthy ways of doing religion. We all tend toward one or the other by nature, and these show what they can do to our lives if we let them get out of hand. These two unhealthy ways are the “Ideas Alone” approach (dragon) and the “sheer self-determination, I’ll just try hard enough” approach (works).  It is no coincidence that the tower of Babel (Babylon) is a story about humans trying to climb up to heaven by their own power.

These two unbalanced approaches are actually two sides of the same coin found within each of us. Where you find one, the other is not far away. They don’t actually compete with each other, they mirror and balance each other in a dysfunctional sort of way. In fact, in Rev. 19, the harlot of Babylon is seen riding the dragon. But the answer is not to find a middle ground between them, we need a shift to a higher order of unity in ourselves. We don’t want a dragon and whore married inside us (arrogance and control)—we want a bridegroom and bride (wisdom and love.)

A recent poll discerned whether people in any given congregation believed salvation was due more to our personal effort (works-based) or due to believing the right stuff regardless of effort (belief-based). What they discovered was that in any given congregation, no matter what denomination, the people tended to fall along a 50/50 or 60/40 split in their view of salvation. This study did not ask people directly what they thought they believed about salvation.  Instead it asked people to judge and assign responsibility or merit given certain hypothetical scenarios—a much more accurate way to measure what they actually believed. 

It looks as though all of us have a tendency to lean one way or the other in our approach to religion no matter what our denomination may teach.  We worry a lot and can’t do enough and feel a lot of guilt OR we live in our heads and rationalize everything and hold an aloofness from the feeling and doing side (response-ability) of life. (They sound a bit like Virginia Satir's coping mechanisms.)

This also reminds me that just because Swedenborg said the “new church” will have a perfect balance (represented by the Holy City), people who like to call themselves “New Church” (lots of Swedenborgians identify this way) are mistaken to think they automatically have that internal marriage by virtue of joining the external club. Every one of us on this planet has the same path to walk, and the Lord doesn’t play favorites. No one is a Navy Seal by virtue of calling themselves “a Navy Seal.” And no one is “New Church” just because they might call themselves “New Church.” You have to let yourself be changed.  You have to wake up and “do the work” which involves learning and humility and honesty.  It involves letting God work in your spirit while letting go—which often feels like hard work and sometimes feels too easy.

Now, having said that we all lean toward one spiritual imbalance or another, should it worry us that we tend subconsciously to lean more towards “ideas will get me there” or towards “sheer determination will get me there”? Not at all. In fact, the process described in Revelation through all the scary imagery is the process of how this imbalance gets corrected for us (and how apocalyptic this process can sometimes look and feel). The things that die or are cast down in the story aren’t you and me or anyone we love, they are broken and dysfunctional parts of us. Those things will be cast down as we are ready to be lifted up.

The Lord can and does and always will do everything He can to help you and me and every one of us rise up from our divided internal state into the heavenly marriage. He knows how we are made! He formed each one of us in the womb. He doesn’t expect perfection today or even any time soon. He doesn’t judge us for being tiny, imperfect, stumbling newbies at this whole regeneration thing. In fact, in His eyes, we are precious beyond compare. And He knows just how to lead each one of us. We need to be open to Him.

The Book of Revelation is written the way it is, not as a warning, but as a reassuring description of what the final stages of personal regeneration can look like. Yes, this process can look and feel like the stars are falling and everything we rely on and trust in are in flaming ruins. But God says, “Fear Not.” Perhaps this is why the birth process for our race looks so messy, dramatic, and well, frightening to the uninitiated. If you ask a new father, he might talk of blood and screaming, and the woman in labor might talk of pain and even sometimes wanting to die. But if you ask a midwife, she will tell you that the birth of a child is the most beautiful thing on the whole earth.

So, which one is telling the truth about the birth of a new human being?

The Book of Revelation describes the last final push—the moment of transition from a previous, incomplete spiritual state to a whole new, triumphant reality. And just about anyone associated with the human birth process will tell you that the phase called “transition” is the hardest and most apparently “out of control” or “chaotic” phase there is. The Last Judgement in the Word is describing a final transition in our spiritual rebirth.

And any spiritual midwife worth his or her salt will tell you, “Fear Not,” no matter how melodramatic the process feels to us. The spiritual soul in labor might not feel so sure at that moment, but that’s okay. All of it, ALL OF IT, is okay. This is simply what the process looks like for us messy beings—cataclysmic, earth-shattering, and beautiful beyond our wildest dreams.

So, “Fear Not.”

After all, we were born to become angels, so what have we to fear? And if you think about it, fear is the actual opposite of love. It isn’t hatred, it is fear that closes us off from loving others. “Hate” is simply one face of fear—fear of pain, fear of lost love, fear of all things that have hurt us in the past. So “Fear Not” is another way of saying “remember love.”

“Fear not,” says God. “Trust me.” “Choose love,” says God. “I’ve got you.” “Fear Not.”

“Are not five sparrows sold for two pennies? Yet not one of them is forgotten by God. Indeed, the very hairs of your head are all numbered. Don't be afraid; you are worth more than many sparrows.” (Luke 12:6-7)  Amen

Revised from a sermon originally preached November 4th, 2007 Pretty Prairie Kansas

Readings:
Psalm 27: 1-5
The Lord is my light and my salvation; Whom shall I fear?
The Lord is the strength of my life; Of whom shall I be afraid?
When the wicked came against me To eat up my flesh, My enemies and foes,
They stumbled and fell.
Though an army may encamp against me, My heart shall not fear;
Though war may rise against me, I will be confident.
One thing I have desired of the Lord,
That will I seek: That I may dwell in the house of the Lord All the days of my life,
To behold the beauty of the Lord, And to inquire in His temple.
For in the time of trouble He shall hide me in His pavilion;
In the secret place of His tabernacle He shall hide me;
He shall set me high upon a rock.

Revelation 1:12-18
Then I turned to see the voice that spoke with me. And having turned I saw seven golden lampstands, and in the midst of the seven lampstands One like the Son of Man, clothed with a garment down to the feet and girded about the chest with a golden band. His head and hair were white like wool, as white as snow, and His eyes like a flame of fire; His feet were like fine brass, as if refined in a furnace, and His voice as the sound of many waters; He had in His right hand seven stars, out of His mouth went a sharp two-edged sword, and His countenance was like the sun shining in its strength. And when I saw Him, I fell at His feet as dead. But He laid His right hand on me, saying to me, “Do not be afraid; I am the First and the Last. I am He who lives, and was dead, and behold, I am alive forevermore. Amen.